I'm 16. You can call me Aud.
May 28, 2012
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"Life becomes easier when you learn to accept an apology you never got."
- Robert Brault (via creatingaquietmind)
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"The meaning of life is just to be alive. It is so plain and so obvious and so simple. And yet, everybody rushes around in a great panic as if it were necessary to achieve something beyond themselves."
- Alan Watts (via telescope-eye)
(Source: thepathfrommetoyou, via telescope-eye)
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"Sometimes you climb out of bed in the morning and you think, I’m not going to make it, but you laugh inside — remembering all the times you’ve felt that way."
- Charles Bukowski (via tehdevilandgodareraginginsideme)
(Source: simply-quotes, via tehdevilandgodareraginginsideme)
May 26, 2012
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When you first start recovery there’s A LOT to deal with – every second of every day – battling negative thoughts, spiraling emotions, wanting to give up and go back to the disorder, fighting your body as it changes, fear, anxiety, sleeplessness, discomfort, doubt…
Recovery can feel like falling apart. There are lots of slips and setbacks, but each one teaches you something about yourself, your triggers, and new strategies for the future. You come to realise that even if a book or therapist tells you “X,Y,Z will help you stop a binge” you must figure out if that’s true for you. Each small setback has tremendous value when you keep the bigger picture in mind …
Over time, the victories will pile on top of each other, like bricks – and you’ll have built a new foundation of how you view yourself, food, and the world at large
"- recoverybites.org (via summergirl88)
(via barefootwonders)
May 19, 2012
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A Girl And Her Hoodie...: Can We Keep It Real, Please?
Why should the word “fuck” be seen as such an offensive sexual term?
I’m not referring to the language we use when trying to demean others or during an argument or verbal fight.
I’m referring to a person and how they talk about sex.
In my own opinion, I think fuck is an amazing word. I would…
May 17, 2012
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When it rains, it pours. Then there’s a rainbow.
Things are going great. Let’s hope I don’t jinx it.
May 5, 2012
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Home from vacation.
Gained 5 pounds. Time to get back on track.
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I try to be artsy.: I wrote a new song, tell me what you think about it.
Verse 1:
You run in circles to forget the time we shared and
Put on masks to show you’re far too strong to care when
I dream of you, but I can hardly sleep
because frankly dear, you make it hard to be
anything but apathetic, look at me I’m so pathetic
Chorus:
Let’s go out for coffee, then…
April 23, 2012
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Today I felt fat. Yes fat is a feeling for me. I know I’ve gained weight and I know that it’s healthy and I should be proud, and I am, but it’s still not something I’m totally comfortable with. I’m at a healthy 121 pounds right now. And it pains me a little bit to see that number. But I know I’ve gained more than just weight. I’ve gained some more muscle, I’ve gained more self control, more confidence, more comfortability, more mental stability, more motivation, and I’ve gained more of the acceptance that I really can do anything I set my mind to. I’m slowly conquering my eating disorder, I’m realizing food has no power over me. So yes I’ve gained weight, but if gaining weight means gaining happiness, then bring it on.
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Not me right now, due to my little cheat weekend, but hopefully should be in there by the end of the week. I feel so great in ketosis. My mood and energy are elevated and I’m just all around happy :) I just wish there was a way to enter it faster…
April 22, 2012
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I always tell myself that I don’t care about you, and how you weren’t worth my time. A million pep talks and self reassurances later I lay eyes on you and every little part of myself that I picked up off the ground and glued back together shatters once again. Into pieces even smaller than before.
April 21, 2012
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“I miss you.”
You don’t know how badly I just want to send this to you. Just one text. But it wouldn’t even come close to explaining what I’ve been feeling.
